Today, I woke up feeling different. Something is going on inside my head, my heart, and I can't even express it. There are still some things about me that I don't understand, why I react the way I do in certain areas, situations, etc...regardless of how I've been coached about it in the past and in the present. It's really a horrible feeling because it's something I don't think I can control. Unfamiliar territory. Something I can't seem to grasp. What am I supposed to do? What am I supposed to say? What am I supposed to think? I really don't know. I really don't understand. I really don't know what to do next (on my own). Especially in times like these, I become more grateful than ever that God knows me. He sees my heart. My actions may be misleading, I might be very difficult to read, but God knows me well...and He knows what's best for me. I shall lay this at His feet...pick up my pencil...lock myself up in my bat cave...and sketch some cute penguins. I haven't sketched in over 10 years. This will be interesting.Thanking God for His promise in 1 Peter 5: 7 KJV, "Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you."
